its been awhile since i last updated. not sure why i stopped in the first place, but perhaps its because i was feeling all happy/satisfied in my life.. and for some reason i realise, i usually start writing again when im feeling unhappy. perhaps, its one of the few outlets i know to vent my frustrations since contrary to many, im not one to share my feelings with many.
had a chat with a good friend over drinks today, and we started chatting about work, life, our partners, our future etc.. have been feeling miserable and depressed since 2010 started. cant explain it, but i do honestly think i am suffering from a slight depression.
why arent u as cheerful anymore? some may ask. to that, i can only say i have no idea. and really, i am clueluess. i have a wonderful life; good family that loves me, sweetest partner that gives in to my whims and fancies, bestest friends who love me for who i am. heck, im even progressing on my career. why arent i as happy as i was when i didnt have many of those above?
it sucks to feel miserable/depressed at work, but what sucks more is not knowing what is making you unhappy. sometimes i think my competitiveness is my downfall, yet pple around me always tell me its a strength.
god, give me a sign.
//its easy to improve when ur at the bottom. but when ur at the top, how do u maintain it?
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*Name: stephanie
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