Tuesday, January 12, 2010

looking back

its been awhile since i last updated. not sure why i stopped in the first place, but perhaps its because i was feeling all happy/satisfied in my life.. and for some reason i realise, i usually start writing again when im feeling unhappy. perhaps, its one of the few outlets i know to vent my frustrations since contrary to many, im not one to share my feelings with many.

had a chat with a good friend over drinks today, and we started chatting about work, life, our partners, our future etc.. have been feeling miserable and depressed since 2010 started. cant explain it, but i do honestly think i am suffering from a slight depression.

why arent u as cheerful anymore? some may ask. to that, i can only say i have no idea. and really, i am clueluess. i have a wonderful life; good family that loves me, sweetest partner that gives in to my whims and fancies, bestest friends who love me for who i am. heck, im even progressing on my career. why arent i as happy as i was when i didnt have many of those above?
it sucks to feel miserable/depressed at work, but what sucks more is not knowing what is making you unhappy. sometimes i think my competitiveness is my downfall, yet pple around me always tell me its a strength.

god, give me a sign.

//its easy to improve when ur at the bottom. but when ur at the top, how do u maintain it?

Unknown _cried at 10:05 PM

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

i hate to admit this but..

i really miss my fat baby boy! :(

though he always disturbs me/perpectually wants hugs from me and trying to get my attention..

i miss him very very much!

he's in washington for a week, left yesterday night and already im feeling lonely.
damm it, what will i do when he heads to dubai for 3 weeks. sighs.

shucks, im such a baby :(

Unknown _cried at 10:45 PM

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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

The good and bad of HTC

The good:

1) Cool phones
2) Cool-er functions
3) Cool-est prices.

The bad:

1) Fucked up customer service
2) Horrendous Technical support
3) Outsourced support centre that does 1-for-1 exchanges to phones with older versions
4) Can't even afford to provide a new screen protector on exchanged phones (this is bullshit)
5) Bugs and errors galore

I'm serious, NEVER get a HTC phone UNLESS you are really really really lucky and by some stroke of luck manage to purchase the problem-free one which is 1/10000000000000000000000000000. I've had 4 bad experiences with HTC.

enough said.

It's time to shop for a new phone. this sucks.

Unknown _cried at 10:48 PM

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Friday, August 01, 2008

new lustingss (what's new?)

HEHE will let pictures do the talking. just wanna say these are so gorgeous! I REALLY WANT THEM, HOW?
Here it goes, in no order of preference (or rather, prefably all of them heehee)
Chanel Large Shopping in Quilted Lambskin in Red
I know this isn't a classic but ive been attracted to it since the first time i saw it. hehe i like the pretty shade of red and the roomy tote size :)

Chanel Accordion in Quilted Lambskin in black

Either this or the first one, I think this design is really cute but i prefer the red shade :)



Chanel Melrose (Navy)

Oh gawd, is this gorgeous or what? I grabbed these pictures from purseforum and ebay since its an old model already. it's so pretty, i think i really NEED this. hahahaha

On a sidenote, these are all part of my wishlist. i just got my 2.55 dark silver so i dont think i can get another bag again soon...or maybe someone will? *hints*


Unknown _cried at 11:27 PM

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Ohhhhh Happy Days!

After my previous post, I managed to find a second hand 2.55 dark silver reissue going for 4K and I was this close to getting it.

I decided to re-consider for a few days since i'd much rather a brand new piece. by a sheer stroke of luck, chanel called me yesterday to say their 2.55 dark silver is FINALLY IN STORES! *gasp* This is apparently their Fall '08 dark silver (more to a tinge of metallic grey), which is slightly different from the '07 dark silver (which is bronzey).

It's really pretty!! and I just confirmed it today (had to pay a deposit to reserve it as it's selling like hot-cakes!) I spent 2 hours in the boutique trying to decide whether to get the 28cm/32cm. I decided on the 32cm finally and i'll be collecting it on sunday! yippeeee, abso. love the bag!

//finally friday.

Unknown _cried at 12:11 AM

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Monday, July 21, 2008

retail therapy always works!

"when the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping"

my motto in life (or at least most of it, when my pocket allows me to haha)

headed down to palais renaissance today after work (am on course atm, so i finish early yay) to check out puce. it's an awesome shop with cool brands! Alice Mccall, Vera Wang, Little Joe, Mint! Woooh, i like! they even have this pre-owned corner where they showcase the owner's prized posessions (for sale and LOVELY!) i was supposed to shop for a dress for my cousin's wedding on saturday but ended up getting a casual dress from Mint. YUMS I LOVE PUCE! bad for the wallet though :(

since i still needed to get something formal for the wedding, headed to forum to check out tribeca. absolutely love tribeca for their lovely dresses but hate them for their hefty price tags.

got distracted by expectant which on the surface sells expectant clothes but have really lovely dresses for all shapes and sizes! ended up burning a deeper hole in my pocket with 2 more new dresses (casual at that, not even why i came shopping for)

by the time i finished side-tracking and all the distractions, TRIBECA WAS CLOSED. damm, now i have to make another trip down *evil smile*

anyhows, ive been lusting for a chanel metallic dark silver 2.55 reissue like the one below and i really want one!! according to the chanel boutique, its sold out worldwide. Anyone knows where i can get one? Prefably brand new, otherwise if second hand, must be in excellent condition and guaranteed (sweared whatever) 100% authentic.




On a happy note, ive decided to get the chanel j12 white ceramic automatic end of this year! need to save up now :)




//sleep.


Unknown _cried at 11:39 PM

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Monday, May 26, 2008

life is so fragile.

just heard the news of a friend who passed away.

i've been feeling disturbed every since i heard the news. it's upsetting how life can be so fragile.

at least she was remembered as the "funny one", the "happy person".

what's the point in getting angry/upset/affected/bothered/stressed by little things that happen around you every single day?

my new motto in life - life everyday like its your last.

Unknown _cried at 10:55 PM

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